Tuesday, December 20, 2016

★31 Day Blog Challenge★Days 24-31st★

So, I know that I have slacked and haven't gotten these up in time. I apologize. Finals were happening, and recent events (my dog had a seizure of some sort, but is okay) has happened. I've decided that I would list the remaining days in this blog post. Also, I won't be heading to Indianapolis for the holidays for reasons.

Day 24: A difficult time in my life:

The most difficult time in my life was when my mother had passed away. I had just began my first full semester at my new college, and I had called my mom to tell her how my first week went. She said she wasn't feeling well so I let her go and told her I loved her. That was the last time I spoke with her. The following Sunday, I had gotten a phone call from my aunt and she was trying to stay composed but at the end of the message all she could do is apologize. I called her back and she kept apologizing to me, and told me my mom had passed away. After I got off the phone with my aunt I just collapsed into my boyfriend's arms and just cried. You know that scene or effect they add in movies of mirrors breaking to resemble someone's reality or life being shattered...that's what happened to me. Since then, I've tried pushing my feelings aside and just focused on going by my day as normal thinking that I know how it is to lose someone, but this was way different, and I literally almost lost myself. I went to the funeral and tried to stay strong for my brother. Things didn't get better when my dog got pneumonia, so we ended up leaving Indiana sooner than planned. I remember being at the hotel and looking up at the sky and saying "God, it's not fair. It's not fair at all. You have my mother now, you CANNOT have my dog too". After I got back to Wisconsin,  I lost interest in studying Japanese, or anything for that matter, and I just wanted to be left alone.  Thankfully I had a strong group that helped me pull myself out of that rut. I am back on track for school, even though *cough cough* my religion class didn't go all that well, but I didn't fail it. If ever you need someone to talk to about losing a parent, feel free to contact me, and we can talk.

Day 25: Best Physical Features:

I really don't know what my best physical features are. A lot of people have complimented my eyes which I find strange because I have bad astigmatism and a lazy eye. haha!

Day 26: 5 Favorite blogs/vlogs:

So, I'm going to do vloggers because I don't really read many blogs anymore. I'll go by who I watch the most.

1. Matt & Amanda: Matt and Amanda Youtube
2. Team Edge/Hi 5 Universe: Team Edge YT/Hi 5 Universe
3. The Crazie Crew: Crazie Crew Youtube
4. Markiplier:  Mark's Youtube
5. Jacksepticeye: Jack's Youtube

Day 27: What makes me feel better, always.

I love writing and listening to music. When I'm able to just escape reality for a bit then it definitely makes me feel better. I also take naps, or play games. Killing in games is fun, not in real life.

Day 28: Last Time I Cried:

I actually cried yesterday (Monday). I was so overwhelmed with what happened with Simon, and with how things were going at work that I just was beside myself, and it hurt a lot knowing that I couldn't call my mom to talk to her.

Day 29: Top Things on my bucket list:

Visit Japan and Germany. Those are the two places I want to go to the most. I also want to visit England, and just basically the whole world.

Day 30: Favorite Comfort Food:

Tacos...nuff said.

Day 31: Weird quirk of mine:

I don't know if this is a quirk or not, but recently when I've been laughing I've started snorting. It's kind of embarrassing, and I have to say I don't know how I started it. I don't know any other quirks about me that are strange...I guess that I sometimes get obsessed with new things that I like and just kind of am like "HOMGZ" about it.

Well that's all of the remaining days. I'm sorry that I failed to post these on time and it seemed to make more sense to just type them up in one blog rather than many.  Hope you all have a wonderful holiday!

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